octobre 22, 2008
It's (almost) like the other day....
Today is my special day.. but just like my any other bday for 26 years, I celebrate today by myself, without a bf next to me......
I wanna make a wish today, wanna pray to God for something special that have happened in my life especially during these last 2 years, but unfortunately I have my menstrual period coming. But fortunately, before I found it happened, I have a swim for a while on Kuta Beach during my lunch time. And it was good =)
I just dont wanna spend my day alone, still wish that somebody help me through this leaving a memorable night, but........
apparently there is nobody coming
maybe just wait Nigel coming next year to save me from the similar situation, and I have to spend a year alone again............
and the worse thing,
I have no wish
I am afraid to say a wish
well
maybe just a hope
I hope there is a hope for me to find a true love, next to me.........
PS. babe, thanks for your wish..... I hope it's gonna be you..................
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